Friday, April 27, 2007

a sudden nostalgia.

and it just triggered all the memories.

you touched me with your heart.

i couldn't resist. overwhelming, it was.

falling for it again? this, i can't be sure

yes, hoping that you'll be the one coming. it's just not possible right from the beginning.

bang!


poison ivy
11:17 PM


Thursday, April 26, 2007

haha okay, since that *passerby* reminded me of one of my new year's resolution and that is cut down on my swearing ahaha. well, great news people! it's been almost 2 weeks since sch started, i'm still adapting to the changes . ya. but so far, im enjoying every moment of it! you know, in secondary school, everything is so laidback. you don't have to worry about rushing to your next class, neither do you have to worry about printing your notes, you just have to sit back and wait for the teacher to come and distribute the notes. it's a totally different thing here in polytechnic. everything is pretty much very independent now .

ANYWAY, i signed up for Ambassadors! =)
1st round of selection is on 4th of may! a thursday.
then there will be an interview, THEN another round of officer's interview!
i really hope i will be able to make it in because i seriously feel that ngee ann ambassadors has really done a great job in ngeeann's openhouse 2007, and like i said, its time to give back to the society or in this case, the school! i really hope that i'ld be able to offer my best to Ambassadors!
so guys, pray hard that i'll be able to make it for the FIRST CUT! and subsequently many many more cuts to come!! HAHA okay ! not alot, just 3.






the greatness of the good lord just can't be penned down in words
Lots of love, edmund =)


poison ivy
11:00 PM


Wednesday, April 18, 2007

some points in our life, we will feel really tired, but i am really thankful to god. i am really thankful that he never once left my side, he's always beside me. i had always been blessed and will continue to be. =) he just energised me and i am thankful for it. =) its easy to see what we lack, but many times, we humans forget to give thanks for what we own, thus im giving thanks to the lord.=)

-blessed are those who believe without seeing-

=)


poison ivy
12:24 AM


Tuesday, April 17, 2007

its the very first day of school and it sucked.

damn it. why must it be such a bad start for me.. =(

okay, many people told me that i DON'T have to attend TUTORIALS/WORKSHOPS on the first week of school when lecture haven't even started! so the point is, how can there be tutorials or workshop when there is no lectures. and that made a hell load of sense. and I thought there wasnt any lesson today, but there was. i had business communcations lesson today. and wth! it starts at 2pm and mr lee called me at 2.30? i rushed down and FUCK the weather,it was raining. how lucky! cabbed to ngee ann. got drenched in the rain. and i reached the class at ard 3pm? but HECK. i dont really want to think about it anymore. like yeah. i'm having lecture tomorrow and i'm going for makeup with wanying for our biz com lesson 1. like seriously, this sucks. haha. shit shit shit. wanying didnt even go for it. and even though i attended for it, i was 1 hr late. so im going for a make up.. as i was lost and i dont even understand what cats/pigs he was talking about.

okayyy~~ this may be a bad day but yeah! tmr's gonna be better, i know =)

having lecture at 2pm tomorrow so i must sleep early. hahahha. ciao ppl.


poison ivy
12:20 AM


Sunday, April 15, 2007

it's hard for me to say it out verbally.

so i guess i'll have to type it out.

sorry

this word is for all the people whom i had hurt, friends, family. and a few specific people whom i really want to apologise to.


hyuntae - you know, you're really a great friend. really really a great friend. im so sorry that i railed at you over the phone the other day. so so so sorry about it.

cindy - hey buddy!!! i also very sorry that i'm unable to make some time out for you... to either go shopping,kbox or hangout, it always clashes!!!

jaina - jaina, oh girl. even though you stood me up, but what are friends for. =) i'm sorry if i caused any misunderstanding... and i want to make it a point to say that, i am NOT angry at you for standing me up anymore. yes you made me wait for 1 hr+ and i was pissed, but im really sorry if i hurt you. we'll still be good pals right? i know you didn't have any intention of standing me up !!!

last but not least.
my mom

momo- i'm sorry for being so rude to you this past week, i'm also sorry that i was angry with you in the past when you wanted to use the computer for work. i didn't mean it. i still love you! =)
well, even though my mom MAY not visit my blog, but im pretty sure that my dad MIGHT. lol, since he already chatted with me on msn, this could be the very next thing to look out for.

and many people have been asking me, HOW COME i'm going to join BA care when i'm not even joining any volunteery organisations. or i don't look like i'm a kind soul or ANY whys im joining ba care..

well, i'm already 17, nearing.

i would say my perspective on life changed alot ever since i was 16, and i got more involved in church. it really changed me as a person. when i wake up in the morning, i will be thankful. thankful to god that i can still open my eyes, move my arms and legs, im glad that i am still alive!!!

some people may find themselves blind the very next morning, or even find themselves to be paralysed.

we,humans, choose to see rather than to be blind

we choose to move rather than to be paralysed.

but the thing is, do we even have a choice? i doubt so.

that is why, i am always thankful to god for giving me what i own now. and i strongly believe that BA care is the ultimate platform for me to serve and help people in need. we can't just take things for granted.. i can't take back for what i've done.. but i can give back! give back to the community. =)


poison ivy
12:56 AM


Thursday, April 12, 2007

hey everyone =))

weee!!!! haha i'm very sorry about not updating my blog!!!! have been very busy lately... and for the past of this week, from monday till thursday, i had to go to ngee ann daily.. reporting as early as 8am in the morning. that was some hectic schedule i had. well, i took part in the school of BA orientation camp, haha, i made alot of friends!!!! well, you know of course, there are some kuku ppl. but of course, i wont elaborate. generally, they're all very nice ppl!!!

timetable's out!!! im in class TA05 and WA05... still very confused? yeah. haha!!! hopefully, my classmates are different from my ogmates. cause i want to know more new ppl =)

okay other than that, im very tempted to join the school of BA, BA care... its an cca and for every semester break, you'll get to go to poor countries and serve those little children... and either canoeing or BA society =) ... but BA care is must must must join =) ....

and i must say, i never regretted joining ngee ann!!! =) ahahaa!! so juniors, if you're reading. you know la huh, im actually trying to sell ngee ann, HAHA but if you think im not selling it, please please come for ngee ann open house 2008, and let it amaze you! =)

my dad's going abroad tmr!!! for business again!!
it's like getting really really hard to communicate to him already. but seriously, haha, i hope he can stop getting me cologne because everytime he travels, he just buy it for me at DFS, haha change it to some liquor or smth. lol~~ alright peeps. i want to change my blogskin leh!!!
who can help me??? =x hahaha okay!! i must calm my mind and body down, to prepare myself for school that starts on next monday! =) so till then, stay tuned! =p


poison ivy
8:35 PM


ABOUT HIM


his name is EDMUND CHRISTOPHER ng

Someone who cares alot about his friends, someone who is always happy infront of all his friends; he'll never allow any of his friends to experience what he's been going through; for the fear of them being hurt. with that, he puts on a facade , he always appear jovial and cheerful infront of his friends. they'll never know that, another side lives within him. He'll always want to see his loved ones being happy, it makes his day.

Someone who loves talking; he could order a cup of fine earl grey or smoothie and chat with his friends till the end of time.He loves fresh salad, he don't mind eating them for the rest of his life. Edmund is sometimes said to be dominant; he wants result to the extent that he can be really scary. Edmund treasures what he has, his family and his friends.

Sometimes, he wished he could show his emotions to people whom he knows care about him, he has never done that; he's always looked upon as strong among his friends. He's always looked upon as the mature and serious one; he can get childish at times, also, he'll also feel lethargic. He's someone who gets paranoid easily.

Edmund loves shopping; he could be in a shopping spree for mainly 2 reasons; a)shopping with good companions, b) bad mood

having said so much, he's not. abnormal; he's just like any ordinary boy.


TAG-ALONG



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THE BEAUTIFUL-S

ADELENE
AMANDA
AMANDA (TA06)
CELESTE
CINDY*
CYNTHIA
EMILY
HAKIM ( NP AMBASSADORS)
HANNAH (TA05)
JOAN
JANICE
JACINTH (TA05)
KIMO
LYNDY
Miranda ( NP AMBASSADORS )
MELISSA
PEGGY
SIHUA
SEAN
SHA (NP AMBASSADORS)
SHUHUI
SHUJUAN
SYAERA
VALERIE (TA05)
WANYING
TA05-2007
HIS SHOPPING TREAT-S

GERALDINA'S EAR STUDS
His Melodious Melancholy

THE MEMOIR-S
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