The 3 musketeers celebrated our beloved teacher's birthday today! also, we managed to catch up and yeah =); i shall let the pictures do the talking because; a picture is worth more than a thousand words.

poison ivy
11:16 PM

DON'T YOU JUST LOVE PICTURES?


Camwhoring by myself! This top caught my eyes
so much that i had to buy it =)



Conclusion? I just love this bunch of people. PERIOD.

poison ivy
5:48 PM

AMANDA LEE QIAN WEN! I DONT KNOW IF I GOT YOUR CHINESE NAME CORRECT.

WHATEVER IT IS.

I DEMAND YOU TO GET YOUR BUTT ONTO MSN ASAP!

oh, i know you read my blog =p

poison ivy
11:22 PM

poison ivy
2:59 AM

my great friend, diarrhoea

It came knocking to me. It patronises me almost every week. I'm having a very bad diarrhoea. bah! the food's great during dinner but i didn't really enjoy it because i had diarrhoea since like 6pm? WHATEVER!

HEEEEE;HEEEEE;
there's going to be a combined class dinner tmr at marche, vivocity!
not really looking forward to the food; im looking forward to the people and camwhoring with them x)

and, i dont care whoever that is.
if you want to add me on msn, at least; learn how to start a decent conversation.
I CAN'T STAND TWITS. .
[for those who still don't get it]
these freakish girls who thinks they're damn cute yet they're not even NEAR there types like this : mOiI verI hAppiiXx ToXx SeezZ YOooUUxx . LIKE WHATEVER. * ROLL EYES* stop wasting your own time typing all those additional Xs,Zs,Is or WHATEVER it is. I'm not given any liberty to say that you're wasting your own time; wouldn't it be a wee-bit constructive to actually improve on your freaking irritating yet broken english.

i hate people who type like that, it strains me so much to even read one word; not even to mention a conversation. and; ironically, these people who types like that; post for the camera in the most disgusting ever manner, the infamous 'actcute' posture. From the way they type and the way they look into the camera. IT MAKES ME SO WANT TO BARF.. AND if you were to force my eyes open with toothpicks, i think i'll barf to the extent that my whole house is flooded. i just can't stand them! they're probably the worse creation on mother earth ever.

and gosh, i hate it when people talk or act in such a manner that they're actually trying so hard to make people sympathise them. I despise them! If your whole fucking life is made up of sympathy? wouldn't it be a sad and pathetic one? like seriously, get out of my life. When these people talk, they say it in a manner that they're SOOO freaking innocent and confused. THIS annoys me the MOST. like omgawd. and what's important is that; they're not blur at all! they are actually very scheming and meticulous in their ''plan'' to make people falter! like gosh; i don't want to mention this but i just want to say '' I can OH see through you " so don't try too hard when you're infront of me.

you may call me demanding; grumpy or whatever you call that,
but seriously; i'm just too much for you to handle. hiaks!

poison ivy
10:01 PM

ME? A CYNIC?

i do not rule out the possibility of me being a cynic. well, humans especially locals; they're a bunch who always keep a lookout for themselves; for their own. selfishness is their motivation; being born in this country, am i born like that or was i influenced by them?

this; i aint sure. all i can say is that, sometimes,life's better off being a cynic.


for once, i just want to be oblivious to what's going on; it'll make my life alot better!!! AND enjoyable.. when i was jogging earlier, i dont know what took over me, i just felt like crying at that instance, perhaps it's just that my life is pretty much colour-less, without you. I'm trying my very best to make it sound that i am nice; and you'll not get hurt after reading this part. perhaps when you said you will make me cry after i leave your side, yes, you suceeded by just a margin. but duh, you're not getting the last laugh, i'll most probably be down in like a few days and life will be back to normal again; and some other people will replace your sorry ass.

at least, i ain't that desperate for you..
fine. hyuntae just asked me why am i wasting my blog space over you, the reason: you deserve a tiny little one. just one and that's it.

this post marks an end to the stupid shit that you're giving me; and i want to tell you, i didnt really give my all when i was with you? but whatever,

you're so yesterday.

poison ivy
1:12 AM

running; my love.

whenever i hit the road, peacefulness speaks to me; tranquility sets in.

and i'm able to vent out all my frustration; yes.

each time, i'll run from jurong east to jurong west; people called me mad but it really feels good. reminiscence of me being in my primary school track&field team takes me over and ill think of all the good times winning for my best event. =)

at times, i do feel like giving up as the route is seriously damn long! but nonetheless, each time ill persevere and yes..

i totally love it.



a very talented korean english singer; this is just one of her many many great videos. enjoy!

now its time for me to hit the road; once again.

poison ivy
7:19 PM

she's really one of the really nice yet few girls you'll be able to meet.
For example; there was this time, she gave our class transperencies and markers out of goodwill. at first i thought she was just being generous, as it would be a hassle to collect those pennies. after knowing her for some time now, you can really tell whether a person is genuinely nice; and i reckon, no doubt; she has already won the prestigious but not quite yet there award; that is the edmund's nicest girl award 2007. i know this is so crap but yeah she's one hell of a nice person.

she lent gary all her notes to be photocopied; and yes, gary is taking his infa retest tomorrow and she's on the phone with him right now; teaching gary, isn't she nice! my day just got made knowing the existence of such ''beautiful'' people.

well hannah; your blogskin has this quote that says " say that i am cute "

now i shall say " you're cute! infact too nice to be labelled cute " =D

peace people!

PS : another big thanks to hannah in helping all of us who're interested in joining baoc2008 sign up. I think so many people owe her a meal. hurhur =)

poison ivy
11:24 PM

when i was on the taxi today, coincidentally, i saw my dad's car passed by! hurhurhur, that was funny! and he drove off, oblivious to my existence;

i love the weather nowadays, it feels so cooling and nice. the gloomy and grey weather; resembling how i feel.

i am in CIP class now. blardy boring, boooo;

poison ivy
12:41 PM

it's 1.46am right now.

i have no idea why am i blogging, rather i just feel like blogging.

dota's out of my life offically. bloody stupid; hate it now. i deleted it off my laptop. so no more dota. hurhur. yay!

life never seem to go well just when i thought it was getting better!
i cabbed down to school for a ambassador's meeting in the ambassador's room and we wrapped everything up at around 11.40. just when i found a good spot to read my diary of anne frank, god damn! i forgot the box of chocolates that i was supposed to give it to my cats tutor as it was the last day of lesson; so yeah! i rushed back home, took the chocolates and it rained again; hurhurhur, so i took cab to school again.

blardy hell; i have been cabbing to sch for almost 2 weeks straight! my goodness. when i cabbed there, the cab driver was very eerie. He sent shivers down my spine, gosh, he was telling me " i envy you alot for having such fair and smooth skin" like seriously, I was rolling my eyes through the journey. EEEKs, he's damn disgusting! freaking shiet! and he was like telling me how easy he gets tanned, and he wished for a fair skin. LIKE HELLO. wtf! he's damn noisy,getting more disturbing and irritating,

just when he gave me back my cab change; he said " hope i'll be able to see you again in future"

i just felt like saying " no, im not about close of wanting to see you again"

what experience!

anyway, it was the last lesson for cats, thankgoodness; cats' a bore! but our group did pretty well for the project and im glad! projects madness is finally over! hurhuruhr

ok; RYAN; please REPLY my sms
you have to tell me whether or not my friends and i will be able to join BAoC2008. IT was one day since the sms was sent!

fine; i think im too bored, i shall turn in now =)

muah~

poison ivy
1:46 AM

a treat for all you peeps who've watched dreamgirls.

it's belted by a GUY. his octaves are just incredible. my goodness.

i will so buy his cd if he comes out with one and, yes, von lee smith is the next big thing to look out for!

watch it =) rather, listen!

poison ivy
9:03 PM

i'm loving my skin. blogskin i meant.

like seriously, duh! lol

poison ivy
1:24 AM

wooooo.

next monday is the day :D
i'm so looking forward to seeing cindy,amanda and mstoh!!!
gosh!!!! i really miss you guys!!!!!
havent seen you guys for YEARS or MONTHS. LOL fine MONTHS.

cindy is busy preparing for her O's

amanda is busy with her work in SP

i'm not spared from the tedious routine in np

mstoh has been teaching those primary school kids since 2002; time flies!!!!

we're all going to meet up next monday! omg. i'm so looking forward to it. like seriously. it has been SERIOUSLY long since i last saw my 2 partners-in-crime, and i totally miss mstoh!

hurhurhur. just for your info, mstoh is still in her early 20s, not anywhere near 30. she's still a youth like us, young physically and mentally =D

HEEEEE.

alright, i shall change my blogskin. man. im getting so sick of this. hurhurhur

lovemeisalliaskfromyou;

poison ivy
12:20 AM

i was too busy to blog since the last entry!

fatigue and work! fatigue and work!

jesus, just save me. my whole body just feel so worn out. gosh.

i've been listening to rock music lately. i hardly listen to them nowadays, but, it does feel good to listen some random rock songs and just let emotions flow.

the past week was DREADFUL!. i was so sick that i didnt managed to complete the tutorials before SUNDAY! which means i dragged the tutorials until today. this is so unlike me. really. sometimes, i really feel like turning back time....
many people told me this before i came into poly; " you don't have to study in poly" ... RIGHT...... anybody who says that should be condemned! so juniors, do not be fooled!. either JC or POLY, you still have to study, just that poly consist alot on independent learning.. think twice, before making a decision.

i wouldn't really say i regret taking the poly route; all of us had fun . great fun, but there's always a butterfly effect towards everything, having fun comes with a price; on top of all those fun, poly work is really like crazy. all the projects come crashing in at the same time! like seriously. i was so freaked out. PRESENTATIONS after ANOTHER, like WTH. give me a break.

next, i'm going to talk about something rather sensitive.

i just wish you could sit beside me; lend me your shoulders on which i could lean on and cry.
i dont know how long will i be able to endure all these; but seriously. i just want you to be there for me; will you?

would you be there? i am very tired; not physically but mentally.
geraldina, i finally know how you feel now. this really don't feel good. your eyeballs just feel like popping out anytime.

i've stopped indulging in food for a very very long time. i really can't take in huge portion of food like i used to last time. even when i just take in 1/2 a portion like last time, my body just can't take it and i'll be needing the loo for like forever; i'm trying very hard ppl. i'm trying very hard to stuff myself with food already; but seriously. it hurts. everyone please, stop. stop asking me to eat more. i just remembered; i don't live to eat. i shall live my own life like i used to.. arrrg;

givemeabreak; carry me away with the fire in your heart.
awaiting; really.

poison ivy
11:52 PM

it looks like everyone has been talking about this rather hot issue in town.

xiaxue's top 7 disgusting bloggers.

and Steven lim's rebuttal video on it.

for all i know or all my peers, if you mention about xiaxue in front of my friends, they'll go "Oh that top blogger and what about her ? "

and if you mention about Steven lim, they'll go " oh that stripper"

hurhur, it's also rather insulting to actually listen to stevenlim speak English. it was bad, very bad. well, i PRAY that my English won't get affected after listening to his 'superb' video.

if you watch that video, please note. in the middle of the video,
he mispronounced RIDICULOUS as RIDUCULOUS, i was rolling on floor laughing when i heard that. damn!

and please, he actually said something like " i have been SEEING wanbao since young" LOL since when can a normal human being SEE newspaper, well, for normal human beings, we read newspaper, but steven lim SEES it. wow. i think he has actually achieved nirvana. i seriously DIDNT KNOW man could SEE newspapers. like GOD DAMN IT,

He is DAMN RANDOM. LOL. why would someone actually call any normal being a chicken pie? LOL let me tell you, when i first heard " chicken pie", i nearly burst out laughing.
he goes " YOU SUCKS YOU SUCKS YOU SUCKS YOU SUCKS, YOU'RE REALLY A CHICKEN-PIE'' FOR GOODNESS SAKE, even a primary 3 kid knows that its YOU SUCK, NOT YOU SUCKS.

well, HAHAHAHA, for the 7 top disgusting bloggers, it provided me a great source of humour and laughter. at least, xiaxue provided us a source of entertainment, it has been really a pleasure reading her blog; though i do not read on a frequent basis, but its some of the REALLY random blogs ill visit when i have nothing better to do and whenever i go, it never fails to, at least make me chuckle a bit each time i exit her blog.

like seriously; steven lim, it has been how many years since you left one big impression on the media? like hmm 3 years back when you stripped down to that yellow brief, i do feel sorry for that yellow brief because; you didnt manage to pull it off. and instead, it was the brief who was wearing you; not you wearing the brief.

I learnt about xiaxue's blog since perhaps jan 2005? and at least, she's always there; singapore's top blogger. or at least, she's able to mantain her standing in the blogging world.

what about you? pro stripper? are you even anywhere near xiaxue as a top blogger? at least she's one of the host in girl's out loud which is SO enjoyable , unlike you who appeared on tv as a CONTESTANT and failed terribly.

seriously, you keep saying '' look who's calling the kettle black'' hurhur, its yourself. like duh, you are seriously damn shallow, but well, what could we expect out from you? one video of you speaking bad english of course. you are so shallow.

HAHAHAHA.
THE VERDICT : XIAXUE EATS STEVENLIM because XIAXUE rocked nuts, steven lim docks!

whatever it is, my family orders the straits times daily not wanbao. HAHAHA, so whether or not, xiaxue wrote anything abt wanbao; it doesn't affect me. you're so shallow. shallow shallow shallow.

top blogger up till today? - xiaxue
soreloser who's always down there? - steven lim.

BOOOOHOOOO. that's my take on it. =D

poison ivy
12:12 AM

gracious.

i seriously had enough.
i think i've done enough and i will not do anymore.. just my luck! fuckers.

hmmph...
anyway, have you guys been reading the newspaper ?

i'm pretty sure you guys came across this article where the dad forces her daughter to have sex with him. like seriously * rolls eye* to hell to all these fathers. yikes. my parents and i, infact my family members are 1 bunch of open minded people, we don't mind talking about this issue in the lift, even when there are people! ahahhahaa. well, come to think of it. i'm glad that my parents are open-minded because you know, thats when communication comes about.

i am so going to miss my sister, ack!
HOW.
THE house is going to be SOO lonely without her. ACK ACK!
and ahahhahahaha, i guess ill masturbate all day long when nobody's around. LOL. that is so funny. it's just a joke, do not take it to heart or feel offended; damn you narrowminded people.

nowadays, i think i've been playing too much dota. gosh..
LOL.. but well, its a goodthing that i finished all my tutorials before playing. ack. i need my beauty sleep man. i've been turning in only until WEEEEEEE hours. that is something bad, and it needs review.

but its damn late now, and im still blogging. gosh.
hurhur. damn. and i think by the next entry, ill be changing a new skin.
like seriously.

HURHUR. anyway. i think i am a damn loser!. hurhur.
i have not been to the cinemas for DAMN LONG .!!!
i want to watch transformers, harry potter, but i just don't have time for all these damn things after poly life started, ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

with my tight schedule as a BA student, + the duties that i signed up as an ambassador, seriously, sooner or later, i'm going nuts.

PROBLEMS. PROBLEMS, AND MORE PROBLEMS.
seriously, give me a break.

I NEED TO GO SHOPPING.
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING.

WELL, ITS A NEED! .
damn. but well. ill be having a volleyball competition tmr. LOL. my teammates and i are going to lose that game . we seriously dont want anymore lessons ON WEDNESDAYS. SO OUR WEDNESDAY WILL BE FREEE!!! and most probably we could get our butts laid on SENTOSA!~~~

LOVES, EDMUND =)

poison ivy
1:13 AM

GEMINI MAN

A man in this Zodiac has a thin long and proportional face. He has a highforehead and very cleaver. He looks like he can not stand or sit still, a very fast person. His nose is just right in size, thin lips, talk fast andvery talkative. He can think faster than he talks, but once he start talking, he will talk non stop as if god has gifted him with that specialtalk machine mouth. He likes to cut his hair short and he is very athletic.He is a tall, slim and every movement of his is "Fast" or nearly call"Hyperactive".He has a long fingers and always tapping on table or moving his finger as if he is trying to grab something. He is the type who will write or scribble onpaper, he never stay still. His hair is always well comb or neat. He will spend a long time to comb his hair. He will keep his manicure and pedicure clean.He is a well dressed and clean guy, so if you like cleanliness, you will love him.He will keep all his clothes in big closet, and never throw away shirts even if he never wear any more, but yet he still keep buying new cloths and make sure he is in style. He knows how to dress well even with a low budget. He gets bored easily with his favorite clothes , cologne. He is very picky, so soap and his cologne even have to be in the same trend or same scent.If you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys, you will have to guess his feeling and emotion. Is he doing thing because it is a duty, or is it because he wants to?He change his mind as fast as he change a new pairs of shoes. He can pick up a book and roughly read through and understand it's contents, so if you see a Gemini man who reads the whole book, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac.He hate to set fix schedule, and dislike a boring same routine job. He could hardly be on time, and can only keep time if it is complete important and necessary. He does not come late because he forgets, but because he always find other attractions along the way. He likes to act opposite to what he wants to do. He is a very good speaker and make a very good politician. He can easily persuade other people and well presented himself in public, areal charmer. If he is a writer, he will write the best seller.He always search for truth and constantly study himself. He never satisfy about his fame, his reputation or money, because he thinks he deserved more.He will keep searching even he is not sure what is his ultimate satisfaction.Woman in love normally wants to feel secure and stable, but if you fall inlove with this guy be prepare to be alone. He will come to see you when he feels like it. He won't even know how he spent his days everyday, so adjust yourself if you love him.Dating him is like dating 2 guys, so today he can tell you how much he loves you, but tomorrow he might call you to cancel your date. When he upsets, hecould tell you he hate your dress, even it is the same dress he used to tellyou make you look very sexy. Do not ask him why he is that's way for he won't have any explanations too. When he is back to normal mood, he will take you out again and forget what just happened.You can not expect him to be the same person now, and forever. His changes will depend on you, for better or for worst. If you like to take risk and dare for challenges, you will get along with him fine. He keeps his emotional secretly as if hiding it, so you will not be able to see if he crazy in love with you, or does not give a damn at all, but be calm and patient.He will never leave you if he thinks you are a puzzle, then he will spend times solving this puzzle.

=) what do you think?
i personally feel that this is so true. gosh.

poison ivy
12:25 AM

this past week has been dreadful with the exception of today. haha

many may ponder why is this week dreadful? firstly, i had late nights for these 6 days of the week, which means to say, i slept at like 1am+ earliest and 4am+ latest when i'm having a 9am lecture tmr! and.. now i want to blog about this incident.

this thursday, i actually had a business statistics lecture at 9am. and apparently i woke up at 8.40am!!! omg *panicks* i rushed everything and finally, got out of the house at 8.50am and GOODNESS! there were 2 person at extreme ends waiting for cabs!!! seriously, i don't mind if they board the cab first, BY it all means, go ahead! time waits for noone, before i knew it it was like 8.51. and i panicked even more, because i seriously hate to be late.

when it was my turn, i hailed the cab, and this fucking man in his mid 40s who is like 10m away from me, he RAISED HIS HAND and hail the cab while talking on the phone. I WAS SO PISSED that i shouted "**". I SHOUTED SO LOUDLY that he dropped his phone and turn around and said sorry and i boarded the cab, with so many pairs of bypasser's eyes on me, but you know what, i couldn't care less. *rolls eyes* but seriously if he were to get onto the cab, i think i will be PISSED enough to stop the cab right upfront! hahahaha. damn that old man. since the start of perhaps this year, i have yet to blow my top and he blew it. like totally.

well... enough said.

now, ill be blogging about ambassadors.
it was the parent's forum today.
all the juniors had the chance to do facility tour! FT is like you're the "tourguide" for a grp of visitors who board the bus and it was indeed worth it.
it was my first time doing a facility tour and yes. nerve wrecking, but i guess i managed to pull it off.

at the end of the tour, one of the parents actually commented " thanks, your guide was very good" at that point in time, i just feel so elated and elevated. hahaha, my partner was laura, and hmm guess what i've learnt from her today, she said something and this is one line i'll remember, period! haha. " just expose yourself " and i did. hurhur.
even though we had to wake up at like so early and be in the sch by 8am. it was definitely rewarding, and what we've gotten out of it is perhaps 10 times more of what we could have gotten from sleeping for perhaps an extra 2-3 hours? =D

peace~~

poison ivy
11:47 PM

can someone please tell me whether its worth it doing what i am doing.

ARRRRG. I'M SO STRESSED UP WITH EVERYTHING THAT I THINK THAT MY HAIR IS FALLING!!!! OMG.

anyway; my past chapter was over.

edmund's up for grab... =) strange enough, my parents have been advising me to go on a relationship... and they're asking me whether i like anyone from school... my reply to them was a straight no!

i think i've waited long enough... so long that you took me for granted. hyuntae once told me that, people should sometimes play hard to get, that'll make a person value you more. i shall give him credit for that quote. you hurt me deep enough... i still remember.... during the first week of school. problems came WHAM! right at my face one after another. i finally understood how the life of air-stewards are. not being able to sleep 24/7 ... finally.

i think i should move on to a new chapter. you're just too much for me to handle... but ill never forget the day you broke my heart. it was one very special day. and since then, i've been waiting for you eversince. you may not read this blog. yes you very much don't care. but this post is more dedicated to people whom i'm close to. =] ... perhaps, like what hyuntae said, its a form of relief if i let go asap. true enough. with you in my head, i can't think. with you around my life, nothings just seem to go right. i was blinded by love, even when everything was going the wrong way, i still feel that i'm going the right way.. how ironic.

time may heal all wound... i beg to differ. Reminiscences of you, my broken heart, my lonely soul... i sometimes cry myself to sleep however, all these gotta stop. it's too much for me. too much that adverse effects are now seen in me. i'm now so afraid of taking the leap once again... you once lifted me up from the sea, at that point of time, i felt so happy, elated, in a way that i feel that i'm on wings! and when you didn't like it, you took off the wings that you once put on for me, and slam me right down to the very very deep seabed...

I may be drowning in my love life, but the other parts of my life are going on pretty much well..

as a friend, i love hyuntae! :)
i really really love ya! thanks for all the BLARDY good advices.

I AM SO GAY! i meant happy! ( stop being so narrow-minded, TYPICAL singaporeans! roll eyes)

i'm more than what it meets the eye =P hurhurhur!

ughhh, to end off, my dad's flying off to brunei for business again....sigh,
daddyiloveyou. mommyiloveyou. magiloveyou.

mag: you musn't worry alright? =) you're flying off to holland real soon and i'll miss you. we'll not be seeing each other for so long unless i decide to fly to holland to visit you. i still feel very much appreciated when you came into my room and pour out all your sorrows to me. i felt valued by you, at least. As a brother, i could only do so much by lending you a listening ear, a source of comfort when you're feeling down. well, even if everything goes wrong, i still love you! =) even though you came barging in while i was studying, i don't mind.

arrrrr: geraldina.
saw her today. HEYYY budddy... i'm thinking of a thailand-bangkok trip during our august holidays. HURHUR. how about that! or do you want to come holland with me... IM SO UNDECIDED! i'm in such a dilemma. but i could sense that my dad kinda disapprove of me going to holland. hurhur. shieeettt....love ya buddy!

DO support geraldina at www.dene-dina.blogspot.com she sells SUPER DUPER CUTE EARRINGS. hurhur. not earrings, ear stud. IF my ear hole didn't close up, I SWEAR ill buy all of em. they are so damn cute!!!!

oh damn. what a long post! SMACK that.
fine. i shall stop posting
hurhur! ciao guys. love all of ya'll.

<3>

poison ivy
9:07 PM

i have tons of work yet i'm left with so little time.

i just wish i have like 48 hours a day.

i just wish, i could have the time to read my book, diary of anne frank

i just wish, i could know what my inner-self is looking for, just like the tranquil reflection, when you stand infront a pool of water.

should i take the risk? or should i just stay the way i am.

my busy life has started to take its toll on me.

i feel like deleting my friendster and blog. they're all source of distraction. perhaps i'll just do that,

i want to CLARIFY that
I am NOT falling for anyone right now! NOT in the near future.

My life is just too busy for a relationship to fit in.
to youknowwhoyouare: well, sorry, i don't think that this is a right time and you're not the right person, the feeling isn't there. please do not pester me anymore and just stop whatever you're doing. you're in self-denial, we could just be friends, but do not go overboard to the extent that we can't even be friends. like i said, you're just not the right one. so stop all your mushy msn-messeges and smses. IT WILL NOT WORK. i'm sorry for being so blunt and direct, but you can ask all my friends, i am one SUCH person. and think of it; one day, you being a fashion victicm. i will still say you're one. so think twice. eughh. i just don't like you. that's the bottomline. i hate beating around the bush. i was thinking of a way to spill out how i feel to you in a way which you'll remain unhurt, but you blew it. totally. i had to say everything out. you're just spoiling my day, infact, you're one pest which i very much don't want to see.

now, thank you for your understanding.PLEASE STOP asking my friends to MSN me when you 'think' that i don't reply you. I WAS ACTUALLY BUSY. STOP INVADING MY FRIEND'S AND MY PRIVACY. that is SO rude * roll eyes* just stop.

i need my life.
my single life.
i want to re-emphasize that you're not the one i'm looking for, i wasn't even interested in the first place. so stop throwing yourself up at people, you'll just be deeemed as cheap.

poison ivy
9:37 PM

my first ever ambassador's duty falls on today! ahahaha, it was just so fun. tiring it was, but it was indeed rewarding and satisfying. thank you marvin for being there to show us the ropes,

well, after that, group 1 ambassadors went for dinner together! it was really fun to see so many of the familar faces again! had dinner at botak jones, hurhur, well, not too bad i would say.

nice place but NON-HALAL. hurhur.

okayy.. yeap. im so elated about today that i dont know why i am just not tired.

anyway. i have a parents briefing tmr AFTER S&W at 5pm
SHIT!

hahahhaa, that means i have to attend VOLLEYBALL, a sport that i sucked at, and i dont know why i chose it for my S&W.
hurhur,

well, im loving this busy kind of life now.

=D

but life sucks when you don't have a choice. can someone tell me why. it sucks to have HIM mingling around my life. like he's so whatever. grrrrr. no wonder, he got the 'right' match as his gf. well, suck off, i do not want to have anything to do with you.. ewww you're disgusting , so get out of my life, my life will definitely be better without you around to slow me down, SHIT you. you're yesterday, well not yet . but when its your time, ill tell you. shithead. [ this may sound confusing, but yeah, i purposely made it that way. so NOSEY PARKERS wont know, this part is actually meant for my closer friends and hmmm; yeah. ]

before i end,

elliot yamin looks like a jail convict in his mtv : wait for you.

lol, ciao ppl

edmund =D

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