this word is for all the people whom i had hurt, friends, family. and a few specific people whom i really want to apologise to.
hyuntae - you know, you're really a great friend. really really a great friend. im so sorry that i railed at you over the phone the other day. so so so sorry about it.
cindy - hey buddy!!! i also very sorry that i'm unable to make some time out for you... to either go shopping,kbox or hangout, it always clashes!!!
jaina - jaina, oh girl. even though you stood me up, but what are friends for. =) i'm sorry if i caused any misunderstanding... and i want to make it a point to say that, i am NOT angry at you for standing me up anymore. yes you made me wait for 1 hr+ and i was pissed, but im really sorry if i hurt you. we'll still be good pals right? i know you didn't have any intention of standing me up !!!
last but not least. my mom
momo- i'm sorry for being so rude to you this past week, i'm also sorry that i was angry with you in the past when you wanted to use the computer for work. i didn't mean it. i still love you! =) well, even though my mom MAY not visit my blog, but im pretty sure that my dad MIGHT. lol, since he already chatted with me on msn, this could be the very next thing to look out for.
and many people have been asking me, HOW COME i'm going to join BA care when i'm not even joining any volunteery organisations. or i don't look like i'm a kind soul or ANY whys im joining ba care..
well, i'm already 17, nearing.
i would say my perspective on life changed alot ever since i was 16, and i got more involved in church. it really changed me as a person. when i wake up in the morning, i will be thankful. thankful to god that i can still open my eyes, move my arms and legs, im glad that i am still alive!!!
some people may find themselves blind the very next morning, or even find themselves to be paralysed.
we,humans, choose to see rather than to be blind
we choose to move rather than to be paralysed.
but the thing is, do we even have a choice? i doubt so.
that is why, i am always thankful to god for giving me what i own now. and i strongly believe that BA care is the ultimate platform for me to serve and help people in need. we can't just take things for granted.. i can't take back for what i've done.. but i can give back! give back to the community. =)
poison ivy
12:56 AM
ABOUT HIM
his name is EDMUND CHRISTOPHER ng
Someone who cares alot about his friends, someone who is always happy infront of all his friends;
he'll never allow any of his friends to experience what he's been going through; for the fear of them being hurt.
with that, he puts on a facade , he always appear jovial and cheerful infront of his friends.
they'll never know that, another side lives within him. He'll always want to see his loved ones being happy, it makes his day.
Someone who loves talking; he could order a cup of fine earl grey or smoothie and chat with his friends till the end of time.He
loves fresh salad, he don't mind eating them for the rest of his life.
Edmund is sometimes said to be dominant; he wants result to the extent that he can be really scary. Edmund treasures what he has,
his family and his friends.
Sometimes, he wished he could show his emotions to people whom he knows care about him, he has never done that; he's always looked
upon as strong among his friends. He's always looked upon as the mature and serious one; he can get childish at times, also, he'll
also feel lethargic. He's someone who gets paranoid easily.
Edmund loves shopping; he could be in a shopping spree for mainly 2 reasons; a)shopping with good companions, b) bad mood
having said so much, he's not. abnormal; he's just like any ordinary boy.
