i am really afraid that i will lose myself in this scary place. my emotions are like super mixed. i don't want to lose myself.
i am not and not willing to !
everything shall be the same!
just love me for me, or hate me for me. =]
OMG. ambassadors games day is on tmr! and heard that there's gonna be debate and shits. blablabla. havent been debating since like when. 2005? LOL. but i believe, its still within my inner self. hurhurhur.
i just love the rain these days, my mood fits perfectly into it. its like. when it rains, the heavy feeling within me seems to be taken away, and i feel really light and free...
just take me away. sometimes i really wonder, why are all of us working so hard, why is it so! we have worked so hard just to find out that there's no tomorrow? maybe that's life. always so unexpected. always full of surprises or even shocks.
however, till that day comes, i will be who i am. knowing my priority! and yes, you guys will still see the typical bitchy clutchy edmund . LOL .
well, momo's question today actually shocked me. she asked me if there were gays in school. and i was like " hey wth? ". LIKE HELLO. why are you asking me this. then she said , she would really be freaked out if those guys were like pestering me. and she's concerned. seriously speaking, if girls came all out just to play me, i dont mind being one. but that's not the case! and hello im normal alright!! but im still pondering why she asked.... hmmm...
blablablabla. im loving my life now.=0 . to actually know that you care, to actually know that i'm blessed, to actually know that you're always there beside me, to actually know that you'll continue to bless me, to actually know that you've forgiven all my sins,
it made my day. almighty lord.
praise him, praise, believe and be blessed =)
poison ivy
11:24 PM
ABOUT HIM
his name is EDMUND CHRISTOPHER ng
Someone who cares alot about his friends, someone who is always happy infront of all his friends;
he'll never allow any of his friends to experience what he's been going through; for the fear of them being hurt.
with that, he puts on a facade , he always appear jovial and cheerful infront of his friends.
they'll never know that, another side lives within him. He'll always want to see his loved ones being happy, it makes his day.
Someone who loves talking; he could order a cup of fine earl grey or smoothie and chat with his friends till the end of time.He
loves fresh salad, he don't mind eating them for the rest of his life.
Edmund is sometimes said to be dominant; he wants result to the extent that he can be really scary. Edmund treasures what he has,
his family and his friends.
Sometimes, he wished he could show his emotions to people whom he knows care about him, he has never done that; he's always looked
upon as strong among his friends. He's always looked upon as the mature and serious one; he can get childish at times, also, he'll
also feel lethargic. He's someone who gets paranoid easily.
Edmund loves shopping; he could be in a shopping spree for mainly 2 reasons; a)shopping with good companions, b) bad mood
having said so much, he's not. abnormal; he's just like any ordinary boy.
