after so many days of excruciating agony, im proud to say that edmund is back! and he's really back.
I was feeling so constricted deep within that i could hardly breathe.
since the start of this week, i felt so tired and worn out. shocks and disappointments came by one after another. my whole mind was so freaking consumed with it that i nearly passed out yesterday,
anyway, its bad news for people who wants to see edmund breakdown because i'm back! my soul feels refreshed, and im back for any challenges. so keep it coming and dont stop trying, but don't try too hard cause you'll end up looking stupid and of course, sounding stupid.
i'll just let nature take its course, but I'll have all preperations done and hence i won't have any regrets. It is so tiring to hate someone, but then, neither will i love you, you're just so yesterday and you're out of my life.
i may have failed this time, but this failure has actually spurred me on, all thanks to you =) thank you!
i believe that god has everything planned out for me, everything has a reason behind it, perhaps we can't see what god has planned for us, but i believe, blessed are those who believe without seeing.
anyway, i have some last ranting to do, with all your bull, i was actually manipulated by you, nice move but this will not happen again. * roll eyes* just f_ck off.
i will not run away, i will face everything with lord, almighty.
dazzled by my comeback? now, you haven't really understand me yet. so yeah, you can either keep trying or just stop trying and go get laid.
p.s peeeeps - sorry for the offensive usage of words .
anyway, my buddy is back from australia, yipeeee! ahahahhaa, we'll be passing each other stuffs on monday, she'll be passing me my belated bday present from australia, *ponders * and ill be passing her chocolates that my family members got from rome.
i'm just feeling so refreshed now that i can't even sleep.
edmund's back ! =D
poison ivy
2:43 AM
ABOUT HIM
his name is EDMUND CHRISTOPHER ng
Someone who cares alot about his friends, someone who is always happy infront of all his friends;
he'll never allow any of his friends to experience what he's been going through; for the fear of them being hurt.
with that, he puts on a facade , he always appear jovial and cheerful infront of his friends.
they'll never know that, another side lives within him. He'll always want to see his loved ones being happy, it makes his day.
Someone who loves talking; he could order a cup of fine earl grey or smoothie and chat with his friends till the end of time.He
loves fresh salad, he don't mind eating them for the rest of his life.
Edmund is sometimes said to be dominant; he wants result to the extent that he can be really scary. Edmund treasures what he has,
his family and his friends.
Sometimes, he wished he could show his emotions to people whom he knows care about him, he has never done that; he's always looked
upon as strong among his friends. He's always looked upon as the mature and serious one; he can get childish at times, also, he'll
also feel lethargic. He's someone who gets paranoid easily.
Edmund loves shopping; he could be in a shopping spree for mainly 2 reasons; a)shopping with good companions, b) bad mood
having said so much, he's not. abnormal; he's just like any ordinary boy.
