i have tons of work yet i'm left with so little time.
i just wish i have like 48 hours a day.
i just wish, i could have the time to read my book, diary of anne frank
i just wish, i could know what my inner-self is looking for, just like the tranquil reflection, when you stand infront a pool of water.
should i take the risk? or should i just stay the way i am.
my busy life has started to take its toll on me.
i feel like deleting my friendster and blog. they're all source of distraction. perhaps i'll just do that,
i want to CLARIFY that I am NOT falling for anyone right now! NOT in the near future.
My life is just too busy for a relationship to fit in. to youknowwhoyouare: well, sorry, i don't think that this is a right time and you're not the right person, the feeling isn't there. please do not pester me anymore and just stop whatever you're doing. you're in self-denial, we could just be friends, but do not go overboard to the extent that we can't even be friends. like i said, you're just not the right one. so stop all your mushy msn-messeges and smses. IT WILL NOT WORK. i'm sorry for being so blunt and direct, but you can ask all my friends, i am one SUCH person. and think of it; one day, you being a fashion victicm. i will still say you're one. so think twice. eughh. i just don't like you. that's the bottomline. i hate beating around the bush. i was thinking of a way to spill out how i feel to you in a way which you'll remain unhurt, but you blew it. totally. i had to say everything out. you're just spoiling my day, infact, you're one pest which i very much don't want to see.
now, thank you for your understanding.PLEASE STOP asking my friends to MSN me when you 'think' that i don't reply you. I WAS ACTUALLY BUSY. STOP INVADING MY FRIEND'S AND MY PRIVACY. that is SO rude * roll eyes* just stop.
i need my life. my single life. i want to re-emphasize that you're not the one i'm looking for, i wasn't even interested in the first place. so stop throwing yourself up at people, you'll just be deeemed as cheap.
poison ivy
9:37 PM
ABOUT HIM
his name is EDMUND CHRISTOPHER ng
Someone who cares alot about his friends, someone who is always happy infront of all his friends;
he'll never allow any of his friends to experience what he's been going through; for the fear of them being hurt.
with that, he puts on a facade , he always appear jovial and cheerful infront of his friends.
they'll never know that, another side lives within him. He'll always want to see his loved ones being happy, it makes his day.
Someone who loves talking; he could order a cup of fine earl grey or smoothie and chat with his friends till the end of time.He
loves fresh salad, he don't mind eating them for the rest of his life.
Edmund is sometimes said to be dominant; he wants result to the extent that he can be really scary. Edmund treasures what he has,
his family and his friends.
Sometimes, he wished he could show his emotions to people whom he knows care about him, he has never done that; he's always looked
upon as strong among his friends. He's always looked upon as the mature and serious one; he can get childish at times, also, he'll
also feel lethargic. He's someone who gets paranoid easily.
Edmund loves shopping; he could be in a shopping spree for mainly 2 reasons; a)shopping with good companions, b) bad mood
having said so much, he's not. abnormal; he's just like any ordinary boy.
