Monday, July 23, 2007
i was too busy to blog since the last entry!
fatigue and work! fatigue and work!
jesus, just save me. my whole body just feel so worn out. gosh.
i've been listening to rock music lately. i hardly listen to them nowadays, but, it does feel good to listen some random rock songs and just let emotions flow.
the past week was DREADFUL!. i was so sick that i didnt managed to complete the tutorials before SUNDAY! which means i dragged the tutorials until today. this is so unlike me. really. sometimes, i really feel like turning back time....
many people told me this before i came into poly; " you don't have to study in poly" ... RIGHT...... anybody who says that should be condemned! so juniors, do not be fooled!. either JC or POLY, you still have to study, just that poly consist alot on independent learning.. think twice, before making a decision.
i wouldn't really say i regret taking the poly route; all of us had fun . great fun, but there's always a butterfly effect towards everything, having fun comes with a price; on top of all those fun, poly work is really like crazy. all the projects come crashing in at the same time! like seriously. i was so freaked out. PRESENTATIONS after ANOTHER, like WTH. give me a break.
next, i'm going to talk about something rather sensitive.
i just wish you could sit beside me; lend me your shoulders on which i could lean on and cry.
i dont know how long will i be able to endure all these; but seriously. i just want you to be there for me; will you?
would you be there? i am very tired; not physically but mentally.
geraldina, i finally know how you feel now. this really don't feel good. your eyeballs just feel like popping out anytime.
i've stopped indulging in food for a very very long time. i really can't take in huge portion of food like i used to last time. even when i just take in 1/2 a portion like last time, my body just can't take it and i'll be needing the loo for like forever; i'm trying very hard ppl. i'm trying very hard to stuff myself with food already; but seriously. it hurts. everyone please, stop. stop asking me to eat more. i just remembered; i don't live to eat. i shall live my own life like i used to.. arrrg;
givemeabreak; carry me away with the fire in your heart.
awaiting; really.
