Sunday, July 29, 2007
ME? A CYNIC?i do not rule out the possibility of me being a cynic. well, humans especially locals; they're a bunch who always keep a lookout for themselves; for their own. selfishness is their motivation; being born in this country, am i born like that or was i influenced by them?
this; i aint sure. all i can say is that, sometimes,life's better off being a cynic.
for once, i just want to be oblivious to what's going on; it'll make my life alot better!!! AND enjoyable.. when i was jogging earlier, i dont know what took over me, i just felt like crying at that instance, perhaps it's just that my life is pretty much colour-less, without you. I'm trying my very best to make it sound that i am nice; and you'll not get hurt after reading this part. perhaps when you said you will make me cry after i leave your side, yes, you suceeded by just a margin. but duh, you're not getting the last laugh, i'll most probably be down in like a few days and life will be back to normal again; and some other people will replace your sorry ass.
at least, i ain't that desperate for you..
fine. hyuntae just asked me why am i wasting my blog space over you, the reason: you deserve a tiny little one. just one and that's it.
this post marks an end to the stupid shit that you're giving me; and i want to tell you, i didnt really give my all when i was with you? but whatever,
you're so yesterday.
