Monday, August 20, 2007
Finally; the day has arrived.
Bidding farewell at the airport was heart wrenching. Now I say, I wished she didn't go to holland. I miss her like crazy now. I am going to be alone in my room now; nobody is going to come into my room and cry whenever she's upset now. Nobody will bake with me now. All the crazy things we did as siblings; i miss all of them.
I'll probably be mute for the whole of my 2 months holiday at home. Fine; I miss conversing with my sister. I suddenly feel that I lost someone whom i can confide to; without worries.
nownow; at least; the memories are still there... I'll always remember that she taught me how to bake my first ever cheesecake in my whole life and it taste freaking yummy. I find every second hard to swallow now. I am feeling very down while typing this; you can't help it can you? she's my one and only sister. She's my only sibling. She's more than a sister; She's an inspiration. I am really starting to miss the good ol' times we had together.
so much that i think i will most probably bake cheesecake whenever i think of her. Now, i dont know what's getting into me; I feel like crying. The mood is there; but i have no tears. Arrrrrg. When my friends sent their sibling off, they could just get to tears so easily. now i'm envious of them.
make me cry and ill pay you a million dollars.
make me smile and i'll love you forever.
the bottomline is still; I will miss my sister and I do hope she'll be fine in holland; may everything go well for her and well, its normal of human beings, to only miss someone when they left and take them for granted when they're around.
now are you taking anyone for granted? if you are, i reckon you'll feel like me when someone leaves your side.
love ya'll. <3 .
