Wednesday, September 26, 2007
It's set!
you will see a bracey edmund on 7th oct. HAHAHAHA gosh;
yay cheryl choy; and all you braces-wearer out there; edmund's in the braces club!
... dang! dang ! dang ! my parents just asked me if i wanted to go on a holiday with them... yes.. during my holidays NOW!...
i'm very depressed. looks like i'll be home alone again due to school commitments... I've gave up a family holiday during june... looks like this will be my second time.
looking at what's lining up.
26th Sept - Ambassadors Booth Duty
5th 0ct - Rehearsal
8th Oct - Np cheque presentation
10-11 oct - SL camp for redcamp 4
... and 15th oct is the start of school; seriously... it's so depressing ...i feel like swearing to whoever; i just feel like doing it. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
and hahaha; oh well; i don't mind being home alone but it's just that; ever since poly; i've given most of my family time up... and i don't really like that... like perhaps what cindy said that I'm a family-oriented person... I don't deny that I ain't... BUT hello; i ain't a family man. It's just that i consider my family members' before everything I suppose. Sometimes; i worry if i will be hurting them too much if i just come clear with them... i guess i will... i guess i would... and i guess i never will... perhaps they are the reason why i am holding back. BAHHH; but oh; you can call me a mummy's boy. I don't mind; hahha; I am forever's my mummy's boy. yay.
sometimes i wonder if being the norm will bring me out of the dilemma & misery that i am in. I just dont feel good now; that is....
and you can call me a weirdo but i am excited that school is starting! haha cheers! =) can't wait to see some people....
that's all for now =)
