Sometimes, I too, get pretty much amazed by the wonders of GOD. HE is like AMAZING; HE'S LIKE A DRUG; ONCE YOU FEED ON IT, the happiness that you're able to get is everlasting and it never dies off.
I am thankful that ever since I was born, they fed me with the drug; and up till today, I still sense happiness during my really low-lows.
Let me cite an example. Just yesterday, I was suppose to be choosing my timetable for 2007 Semester 2; I woke up at 8am even though registration starts at 9am... I was there browsing through the different timeslots; and I found one; really to my liking. Out of the 5 days, 4 starts at 9am daily. THIS IS GOOD NEWS. which means i could follow my dad; and he could drop me off at school. HOWEVER. when it was 9am... WITHIN perhaps. 30 SECONDS? CLASS TA03 was TAKEN UP! OH gosh! i didn't even managed to see it on the selection slots. THEN, I BEGAN to panick. LIKE DAMN. trying to source for another similar timetable BUT too bad, when i went back to the selection page, only 4 out of the 8 classes were left; namely 02,06,07,08 I was seriously depressed. To end this misery, I chose TA07... and unknowingly, MOST of my current classmates chose that class too. I seriously had no idea beforehand cause they were telling me they're going to go TA02...
I got pissed as I didn't manage to get into TA03. and for TA07, i only managed to follow my dad 2 out of the 5 days in one week and that makes it even more depressing... I rang my mom at 9.30am when she was at work... and i sounded very blunt and harsh; She then knew something wasn't going on right and asked "Who actually enraged you early in the morning; Aren't you suppose to choose your timetable? " and I told her everything; then her reply was "There's no point getting too worked up over it, why not just take this as something that GOD has already planned for you " Her words shook me out of the grumpy feeling that I was in.
I began to think; that now i'm once again in the same class as most of my classmates. Perhaps; God wants me to know them better. God is giving me half a year's time to know these people better! I needn't be in a class filled with strangers; I need not break that ice that is in between me and those bunch of strangers. and the load got lighter and lighter. There is no doubt saying that you'll know new people in a new class. BUT QUANTITY can never be matched up against QUALITY. you know; and the relationship that we share will just turn out to be a bottle of diluted milo... ( i have no idea why i'm using milo as an example but well, at least you get my point) ... with another half a years time, i believe the relationship with my current classmates will just be more concentrated and unlike that cup of diluted milo. AND I got totally enticed and excited about class today; HAHA i found out that MS KAREN QUAH is taking my class for FFA . and she told me that she'll be taking ONLY 2 classes of FFA out of like 16 accountancy classes. HOW coincidential can this get? tell me about it. so it must have been god. GOD has always planned the road for me to walk on; though it does gets bumpy at times; but yeah.
GOSH; i gotta thank god. AND hahahaha; TA07; <3> Breakfast with Mommy tmr; <3>
poison ivy
11:39 PM
ABOUT HIM
his name is EDMUND CHRISTOPHER ng
Someone who cares alot about his friends, someone who is always happy infront of all his friends;
he'll never allow any of his friends to experience what he's been going through; for the fear of them being hurt.
with that, he puts on a facade , he always appear jovial and cheerful infront of his friends.
they'll never know that, another side lives within him. He'll always want to see his loved ones being happy, it makes his day.
Someone who loves talking; he could order a cup of fine earl grey or smoothie and chat with his friends till the end of time.He
loves fresh salad, he don't mind eating them for the rest of his life.
Edmund is sometimes said to be dominant; he wants result to the extent that he can be really scary. Edmund treasures what he has,
his family and his friends.
Sometimes, he wished he could show his emotions to people whom he knows care about him, he has never done that; he's always looked
upon as strong among his friends. He's always looked upon as the mature and serious one; he can get childish at times, also, he'll
also feel lethargic. He's someone who gets paranoid easily.
Edmund loves shopping; he could be in a shopping spree for mainly 2 reasons; a)shopping with good companions, b) bad mood
having said so much, he's not. abnormal; he's just like any ordinary boy.
