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poison ivy
5:44 PM

MADNESS;

It's pure madness totally; how time flies SO quickly.

like gosh; this holiday is seriously quite screwed.

just when the holidays are coming to an end, events come smashing your way one after another; BUT then again, i'm pretty glad that as time goes on, events will be down one after another;

After monday; I will be away for a student leader's camp (for red camp 4 ) and i am so sorry to TA05 that i won't be able to attend the chalet ... I'm sure that all those who attend will find it to be unforgettable and fun! Most importantly, all of us will be able to meet new people and make new friends, isn't that exciting? like super right?

I know it will be exciting because almost everything of RC4 is taken care of by np ambassadors; yes even the upcoming SL camp!... I'm working under the admin-committee ... so fellow student leaders, you might have heard my sexy voice before when i rang you up... HAHAHHAA; I am very excited!

and even though my sister is not in singapore; she's forever so sweet! ... she rang me up and asked me if i wanted birkenstocks? hahahaha; cause she will be heading to germany ... i mean like; she's on her way now! hahaha; and yeah; she asked me to messege her which type i wanted and i told her i wanted IBIZA; seriously it looks not bad...

ahhhh; omgosh; my braces is going to be up by tomorrow; i'm going to spend close to 2 hours with the dentist tomorrow; gosh. hopefully it won't affect my speech much; because i love to talk like alot!

poison ivy
3:16 PM

I cannot resist the happiness that money can buy. Seriously... I just love shopping; shopping with a few good friends, and just observe for a second; how any urbanized singaporean would be in the central of singapore; yes town.

Hurhur; oh well... Whenever i go shopping. I do feel that it's a way to de-stress myself on not marginalising the fact that i very much love to shop. OH WELL. why stress.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm asking too much of myself; to the extent that it had already taken its toll on my health, Lots of events are coming up in school and as a matter of fact, I'm a student ambassador and yes, events such as Red Camp, Open house, Duties are all rolling in.... For instance, we had to submit our timeslot pertaining to red camp by the 4th of oct, I've submitted mine ... and i'm staying all the way to as late as 9pm... like can you imagine, I'm still not used to the timetable now and I have to plan stuffs after my new timetable. That doesn't really sound right; I'm not a human charmelon, I need time to adapt to the new changes, new faces. Probably everything in life.

Next week will be a really really busy week. Meetings with ambassadors, Ngee Ann-Hillgrove Alumni chapter to settle, Amanda's Birthday, Rehearsal for Cheque Presentation, Doing my braces then the actual cheque presentation... okay the actual one will only occur the week after next but it doesn't harm to know more about me right?

whatever it is, I'm ready for all the changes that come. I'm ready to face them all, I'm ready to adapt to all these changes, and first things first. I am going to delete Dota off my laptop. hurhur; found out that i've been too addicted to Dota during the holidays... It's not that i play it 24/7 but its just that I would play it at night till wee hours and that is a habit which i would like to kick... and clear my mind from all distractions for the upcoming new semester! and now with dota off my computer; i wouldn't hog onto the computer at night and I can finally read all my treats in peace. HHAHA if you don't know what are my treats; they are books with stories of course. and that's what you call a storybook.

Anyway, in the midst of my conversation with cindy, We talked about this show, Men of Honour. Great show, Great storyline; Totally love it.

and oh yes; I finally touched the TV today; It telecast Million Dollar Baby and oh well; I watched it and my dad went " oh; clint eastwood is really old now " and i'm like OKAY!.

and my sister sent me a postcard from paris; the city of romance! she's travelling all over europe now. HAHA; She will be going to belgium soon ! oooh goodness; i do hope that she send us some great great belgium chocolates ! They are simply some of my all time favourites.

Wala; that's quite a post; I have to run off to bed; Chuch tmr; Can't wait.



It's because of the Mighty One that I have strength to continue doing what I'm doing, Thank you; gracious lord.

poison ivy
1:31 AM

It's set!

you will see a bracey edmund on 7th oct. HAHAHAHA gosh;

yay cheryl choy; and all you braces-wearer out there; edmund's in the braces club!

... dang! dang ! dang ! my parents just asked me if i wanted to go on a holiday with them... yes.. during my holidays NOW!...

i'm very depressed. looks like i'll be home alone again due to school commitments... I've gave up a family holiday during june... looks like this will be my second time.

looking at what's lining up.

26th Sept - Ambassadors Booth Duty
5th 0ct - Rehearsal
8th Oct - Np cheque presentation
10-11 oct - SL camp for redcamp 4

... and 15th oct is the start of school; seriously... it's so depressing ...i feel like swearing to whoever; i just feel like doing it. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

and hahaha; oh well; i don't mind being home alone but it's just that; ever since poly; i've given most of my family time up... and i don't really like that... like perhaps what cindy said that I'm a family-oriented person... I don't deny that I ain't... BUT hello; i ain't a family man. It's just that i consider my family members' before everything I suppose. Sometimes; i worry if i will be hurting them too much if i just come clear with them... i guess i will... i guess i would... and i guess i never will... perhaps they are the reason why i am holding back. BAHHH; but oh; you can call me a mummy's boy. I don't mind; hahha; I am forever's my mummy's boy. yay.

sometimes i wonder if being the norm will bring me out of the dilemma & misery that i am in. I just dont feel good now; that is....

and you can call me a weirdo but i am excited that school is starting! haha cheers! =) can't wait to see some people....
that's all for now =)

poison ivy
12:43 AM

Fatigue & Never-ending Fatigue.



Try doing a post in a tipsy state that I'm in now; and you'll understand what I'm talking about; but nonetheless; the Fatigue that i'm talking about; isn't all about being tired physically; rather being tired mentally.



Have you ever been sick and tired mentally; over an obligation that you need to commit on a regular basis? YES??? i suppose; if not you wouldn't even continue reading this post;

Sigh; I wonder if this is pre-stress over the new semester. whatever you call it but i want to stress that, When you agree upon taking up that obligation, then it is then your responsibility to fulfil that obligation... giving excuses to run away from this just show how shallow a person you are. seriously; trust me... You wouldn't want to end up in Edmund's all time shallow-person log book. If you agreed upon taking up that obligation then you jolly-bolly well do your part; and stop skiving... If you can't even perform such a simple task then seriously; just bang the wall and die.

I wouldn't say that I'm excluded from this. At times; I myself feel tired from all these DAMN obligations! yes damn it; the most i would do is to procastinate; just for a short while to rest my soul. thanks; i needed that. BUT at the end of the day; i would still get things done.

I'm not saying that nobody deserves a break; Everyone deserves one; that's why I'm spending my holidays at home; resting; and stop giving me that "bummer" label. I know i ain't working; yes yes yes; so what; my parents aren't even giving a shit about it and you dare speak ill of me behind my back; SLAM those words right infront of my face LURH; bitch. like okay; no offence to anyone; to me; I worked part-time after my O's for the sake of gaining experience; HELLO and nothing else; ENOUGH said;

Okay; on a lighter note; CINDY passed me the good news that she managed to clear her POA prelims with a total score of 53. THOUGH; to some people it may be BAD but hey; she started with a F9 during mid year; AND hahahaha; YOU SEE. that proves that my tuition is DAMN GOOD lurh; oh please; like the one-&-only can? haha; YAY; but girl, I'm proud of you and YAY; I know I'm your honeybun and we're mstoh's Sweetiepies. HAHA ;) We're gonna make our own Honeybuns t-shirt; HAHA. This whole idea sparked my mind when i was talking to my childhood friend; he stopped studying and is now working in a company that deals class t-shirt and customised tshirts; pretty cool huh; CINDY AND AMANDA!! I DEMAND THAT WE HANG OUT SOME TIME SOON; afterall we're all each other's honeybuns; aren't we? heeee; tsktsk.
AMANDA.CINDY.EDMUND. we're Oh-so-honeybuns. =)

Woooooo; I'm going to the dentist tomorrow; HAHA; yes! I do love my momo; I just recieved a call from her earlier in the day; in the midst of your conversation ; she said " you mentioned you wanted to make braces didn't you? I'll make an appointment with our family dentist for you tomorrow can? so I'm able to accompany you " and like HELLO; that was like so unexpected cause i only mentioned to her like ONCE last week in the car while i was smiling to myself infront of the car-mirror; and i said " I feel that my teeth is very ugly and I'm in bad need of braces" and TA-DA; haha; FINALLY. FINALLY ; I'll be able to get rid of my irksome teeth;

My momo is just so sweet; and we agreed to go shopping on sunday..
This time round; for mooncakes; OF ALL THOSE that i've tasted; THE MOONCAKES FROM RAFFLES HOTEL WERE SIMPLY SUPERB; Some best mooncakes that i've tasted; UHHHH; I think it's rather cheap for such good mooncakes; it's only like 40+ for 4 mooncakes; go get them;

OKAY i'm done posting;)
just want to say that; I'm thankful that you're with me all the time; through the fire; through whatever that comes & I <3 you =)

AHHHHH; haven't been replying to ppl AS promptly on msn; SO sorry about it; I'm always away; like most of the times. I apologise here; =) .

UHHHHHHm; like ya; night people;

poison ivy
3:15 AM

Wonders of GOD

Sometimes, I too, get pretty much amazed by the wonders of GOD.
HE is like AMAZING; HE'S LIKE A DRUG; ONCE YOU FEED ON IT, the happiness that you're able to get is everlasting and it never dies off.

I am thankful that ever since I was born, they fed me with the drug; and up till today, I still sense happiness during my really low-lows.

Let me cite an example.
Just yesterday, I was suppose to be choosing my timetable for 2007 Semester 2; I woke up at 8am even though registration starts at 9am... I was there browsing through the different timeslots; and I found one; really to my liking. Out of the 5 days, 4 starts at 9am daily. THIS IS GOOD NEWS. which means i could follow my dad; and he could drop me off at school. HOWEVER. when it was 9am... WITHIN perhaps. 30 SECONDS? CLASS TA03 was TAKEN UP! OH gosh! i didn't even managed to see it on the selection slots. THEN, I BEGAN to panick. LIKE DAMN. trying to source for another similar timetable BUT too bad, when i went back to the selection page, only 4 out of the 8 classes were left; namely 02,06,07,08

I was seriously depressed. To end this misery, I chose TA07... and unknowingly, MOST of my current classmates chose that class too. I seriously had no idea beforehand cause they were telling me they're going to go TA02...

I got pissed as I didn't manage to get into TA03. and for TA07, i only managed to follow my dad 2 out of the 5 days in one week and that makes it even more depressing... I rang my mom at 9.30am when she was at work... and i sounded very blunt and harsh; She then knew something wasn't going on right and asked "Who actually enraged you early in the morning; Aren't you suppose to choose your timetable? " and I told her everything; then her reply was "There's no point getting too worked up over it, why not just take this as something that GOD has already planned for you " Her words shook me out of the grumpy feeling that I was in.

I began to think; that now i'm once again in the same class as most of my classmates. Perhaps; God wants me to know them better. God is giving me half a year's time to know these people better! I needn't be in a class filled with strangers; I need not break that ice that is in between me and those bunch of strangers. and the load got lighter and lighter. There is no doubt saying that you'll know new people in a new class. BUT QUANTITY can never be matched up against QUALITY. you know; and the relationship that we share will just turn out to be a bottle of diluted milo... ( i have no idea why i'm using milo as an example but well, at least you get my point) ... with another half a years time, i believe the relationship with my current classmates will just be more concentrated and unlike that cup of diluted milo.

AND I got totally enticed and excited about class today; HAHA i found out that MS KAREN QUAH is taking my class for FFA . and she told me that she'll be taking ONLY 2 classes of FFA out of like 16 accountancy classes. HOW coincidential can this get? tell me about it. so it must have been god. GOD has always planned the road for me to walk on; though it does gets bumpy at times; but yeah.

GOSH; i gotta thank god.
AND hahahaha; TA07; <3>
Breakfast with Mommy tmr; <3>

poison ivy
11:39 PM

I know this post is very retarded; first of all, i got back my results;

4 ADs, 1 B and 1 C+ and i am not a single bit happy about it; well, it is just a basic expectation of me to ace those modules which i've aced and there's really nothing to be proud of or happy about, i think it pretty much sucked. like crap. a C+.... thank goodness i managed to clear my C.I.P with a C+ and i need not repeat this bloody module. OKAY. I am bad at computers. see! i'm not cut out to fix computers.. i don't long to be a computer-man. ASS. like whoever said it on my msn... i probably forgot; that person said - CIP are for the b.i.t people. NOT very true. but then again; the name of their course misleads people to think that cip are so for bit ppl and they are the ones acing it. BUT URHHHHH; disgusting. anyway; my advisor ringed me up and asked me what happened, and asked me why i got a C+ for my CIP, holy! it was a sunday morning and she called me up and asked ... my reply to her was " i kind of expected this and people; msquah said that she'll be taking 2 classes of FFA next semester, and she said maybe i will see you again. HAHAHAHA she makes it sound like i'm so pleasant to teach. *BEAMS* thank you very much. HAHAHAHA =)

next; i want to post about the most recent class gathering. seriously. i felt very shitty during the gathering. it was like the whole class were spiltted into 2 groups. WTH. 2 groups of people; when 1 group wanted to eat western and 1 group wanted to eat oriental. when one group wants to eat burgers while the others want to eat nuggets. DAMN YOU CHICKEN MCNUGGET! . . .

I am just citing an example; not referring to anyone in particular but i just want to make things clear; IF there is EVER another similar gathering where the whole group is just going to walk around singapore's biggest shopping mall, which could be completed in like 40 minutes. DO NOT ask me there; OH WELL; the petshop at vivo is AWESOME. the pets i meant; they had dogs which i wanted to bring home...

CRAP. but guys; never get me a dog for a present ya. i'm a person who's fickleminded. i get bored of things easily. ahahhaa my psp is collecting dust. i dont even play it. CRAP. HAHAHA;

happy birthday joan; hurhur;
yeap; ahhh...

amanda,cindy and i are thinking of making our very own customized tshirts =)

YAY. so excited. haha. i am very excited. very very very! =)

poison ivy
12:42 AM